Tuesday, May 1, 2012
This is all so weary. Sometimes it's better to just take it and sit and wait. Plus I have to smile a lot at Beerworks. Hard to do when you're not in the mood to even pretend. The muscles just won't move. If I stay insane ppl think I'm a happy person all the time. Customers find me insanely amusing. Yay to them. I've been living in a weird world for a while. It's not that I've changed, it's more so that I'm trying to block reality and avoid responsibilities. So I bring out the shallow and suppress the need to care, about myself or anyone. Basically I was being selfish. Still here. Just deluding myself for a while.

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