Monday, June 1, 2009
As Chris may have known, I called Linda today to see if there's an space available for me. I'm not expecting anything but it never hurts to ask right? As of now I'm still looking for Jobs. Going out tomorrow AGAIN to look for one. Not gonna stop until I get one I guess. I have this week to do it. After that I'll be stuck at my apartment for another week until I get more money for traveling.

I have a migraine right now. I slept after having looked for jobs. Which was around 4? Woke up around 8. It's killing me. I want to gouge out my eyes because I feel as if that'll make it feel better.

I went to South Bay Mall to apply, that's like deep into dorchester THEN shucked myself all the way to harvard sq. to look for jobs there also. I don't care where I get a job at this point. I just need one.

I really wish I could cancel my phone bills right now. I could use that 50 dollar.

Man, I can't think straight, gonna try to sleep with this migraine.

Friday, May 29, 2009
And I'll be going home to basically do the same thing T_T. There's nothing I can do but go look for a job. But look at the weather, I didn't even want to wake up today.

So I'm screwed, I have no way of moving my bed, desk, and shelf that is left over at the old apartment. I'm considering leaving it there until I move again because how the hell am I gonna move all my shit for the other new place after summer? F'ed!

CALLED DAWN! YAY she has a CAR! FUCK YEAH! Although I do call her bipolar and a hypochondriac she's a decent person. LOL. Eh, it's all good as long as she doesn't know that I think that she's a psycho crazy, bipolar, hypochondriac, and manic depressive lunatic it's fine. I like that we're leaving on good terms unlike how Ali and Dawn had. Or megan and Dawn XD.

Well that's over, sweeet.

I've done the math. All I need a job for is to get money to make it up for the new apartment. I can live on pizza every week from Johnny's place until I go CRAZY! Johnny's in the same boat as I am. He got a place and people but he needs the money to pay them off. The job that he got is so inconsistent that he needs another place that will promise him a weekly income.

Man, all I bought to work today was a pizza. And I just ate it T_T. I guess I'll have to wait it out for the next 5-6 hours. DAMN. I'll just munch on chocolate so that my stomach is on schedule with digesting food XDDD. I love pooping!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Finally! This will be the first night in the new apartment X|.

Feels weird.. I forgot the feeling of leaving a place behind a going into a new environment. I forgot that I didn't like it at first. The strange bedroom and the unfamiliar people. *sigh* I'm always excited months ahead about moving but then when it comes to the move in date... I feel just out of place? LOL That's why I didn't want to sleep here yet when Chanda had helped me move into my new apartment.

Man, I will have to do this again and I want it to be the last time for AWHILE.

My roommate Elise is ew still but the new roommates that also just moved in are cool. They're Katherine and Cameron. They are dating and are lesbians. It was cool talking to them and Katherine made me some mac and cheese with pork chops.

I am using my strolling drawer as a desk XD. My bed, desk, an black shelf is still at the other place. I have yet to ask my boss for a hand in moving those stuff but I will do it tomorrow. I tried today but she had a meeting so I couldn't get to ask her.

I'm so used to being in a small place or having a small area that I've been able to clutter my things in a presentable way. Now... there's just tooo much shelf space and SPACE in general... I don't know where to put my stuff to make it look lived in. LOL I'll deal. It's only for 3 months anyways.

Well, Chris we're all set with wires. The person who lived here before me left me TONS of wires. You won't have to buy furniture but they're all mismatched, tehehe. I even have wall shelves! A shoe rack...

I have internet...which is weird because they turned off their internet last month. BUT since the DSL modem is in my room I decided to give is a try and guess what! I'm connected, woo.

BTW Chris, I don't know if Ryna mentioned it to you but she came to AB...with just Bun and stayed over my place. Yup, yup. Why does she assume that I'll assume that she was bringing over Bun to stay over with me and chanda? She never asked or mentioned it to me. I was pretty awkward with them. So I invited other people to stay with us also to stay with us.

AB was alright. I would've had much more fun just outing in Boston with Chanda than in the convention X[. Be glad, Chris, that you chose to work instead. The only thing that was fun was the Hentai dubbing and we barely got to see it =[[[[.

Thursday, May 21, 2009
Because I finally FINISHED! I'm DONE. FINALLLLLY! I'm terribly tired right now. I have a strength test today. LOL ANOTHER TEST. But yeah. I also need to work out too...I should sleep. After studying like a bitch yesterday. I typed up 10-13 pages of fuckin notes. It's not a cumulative exam just on things after the last exam....which was a month ago. How is it that 8 classes create 10-13 fricken pages!!! Just imagine...that wasn't all the notes...he typed up a guideline of what was gonna be on the test.

I should go to sleep....maybe >.<

Monday, May 11, 2009
So you know how there's gonna be a B-Day party for Johnny? Well Johnny's Mom asked me to call for people in Boston on whether or not they can come. LOL the only people I can call that is in Boston would be Chris and Sam XD. Chris is already in Lowell and I'll try calling Sam. But yeah she also wanted me to call his roommates -.-. I'll call Johnny to do it himself XDDD.

Anyways on that note, do you guys want to come???!!! All of his friends are coming. I think that'll be Junior, Al, Aun, Evelyn, Phannith, James, etc. It's at three but you can come later. NO! pressure for decisions.

Monday, May 11, 2009
I know that Johnny's Birthday was last week but I didn't want to give him a gift that had no meaning behind it so I held off giving him a gift. BUT I HAVE IT NOW!

I want to do it before this weekend but I don't have the money for that. I plan on taking pictures of places in Lowell that hold sentimental value for me and Johnny ^-^. Chris if possible can you help me with making the pictures look cool. Yeah I don't have the eyes for that kind of stuff. Darn this is gonna take a lot out of me. I have to go to Pawtucket then from there all the way to Downtown. But I'm excited that I have an idea. I wish I had thought of it sooner so that I would've had time to do it.

Do you guys want to do something Sunday? Before I leave?

Sunday, May 10, 2009
LOL that's when you know I've been gaming too much. When my eyes BEG me to stop.

I messaged David via FB just in case I don't get him on the phone. (also hoping that he gets the message before I call...in 30 minutes? lol). Basically I'm telling him that we were hoping it to be an all girls shindig and that we have some personal matters to discuss that might be awkward with him and Cassandra being around. LOL sounds like I was making excuses but nah, it is going to just be plain awkward with them there anyways.

So I got my keys for the new apartment. I didn't take pictures because it felt awkward doing that with the other around XD.

So one of my roommate who's moving out May 20th is also named Michelle. She's black and has a white boyfriend. I know it's retarded to point that out but every time I see something like that, I just want to go "awww (and in sam's words jungle fever!)." I like both Michelle's that live there. One being the one that I'm replacing and then the other one that's moving the 20th. But Elise is the another roommate who's staying until June 20th...and well she feels like a prick. Lucky she won't be staying in long, a 27 year old doctoral guy is moving in her stead. And there's a girl and her girl friend replacing the Michelle that's staying until the 20th.

Dawn's new roommate seem nice. I feel bad for them, oh wells, it'll only be three months. I'm pretty sure not much will happen in that short of time.

Chris have you heard the band 8eight? You probably have, I heard of them a while ago and I just really like their music and thought that you might want to try them out. Also, I don't remember if you ever mentioned them to me, but I've been listen to YG Ladies, 2NE1. LOL I thought it meant To Any One. But it's actually called 21 -.-. But yeah their debut song, FIRE is catchy. I like the leader in the group. Here's the vid.



I swear I've seen this before and I think Chris, you showed this to me.

Oh, my bed is officially on the floor now since I need to start to gather things and head them over to the new apartment. Which reminds me, you guys WILL be able to see my apartment. Chanda are you still ok with helping me move my stuff? At the most, it'll be two drives back and forth XD. Or just one even (I just need the stuff I really need over there that day). Because I'm gonna also ask my boss to help me move my bigger stuff later.

*checks facebook* OOO YAY! David replied! LOL I'm such a coward. OH WELL. I don't feel too bad...since well David never really made the effort to stay connected with me. I did, first semester when I went back to lowell I'd actually call his house (several times) but he'd never be home. So, I don't feel too bad about doing this through FB.

*talking to Huy* This is why I hate planning stuff in regards to the old group. Never can get a solid answer to a definite hangout. I just want to see Wesley! GAH. I really want to talk to him and just you know ask about how he got to where he is and stuff. I wish there was a direct way to get into contact with him instead of through Huy. He's in Lawrence, maybe I can just ask him if I can visit. There is a train that goes there right?

Friday, May 8, 2009
Sooooo who's ready for these awful pictures???!! I'll post up these (only a few of them, mainly the ones that aren't ours) on facebook as PRIVATE so that only a selected few will see them (Mainly those who are in the pics). Too lazy.













































































All I have to say is that was a shit load of cut and paste I just did there!

I'm getting my keys this Sunday so if you guys do decide to come to the Zoo with me you'll also get to see my (new) apartment!!! Well, if you want to. I'm gonna bring my camera and take pictures of it for you guys to see since no one will be seeing it XD.

Did I already mention that I won't be getting that chair? Yeah her roommate bought it off of her. (If I did, oh wells XD).

Posting all these pictures I wish I had pictures from the seventh, sixth, and fifth grade. LOL like I was really thinking about taking pictures for memory keepsake at that time.

HEY, do one of you guys still have the comic strip that you guys started in seventh grade? I think..well I remember there was another set to it...darn. I can't seem to remember when we all did it but it was definitely in my white folder with the picture of Laine on it. I don't know if one of you guys or Ryna has it. Maybe...I had it XD...Oh no! If I did what did I do to it?

Anyways PAYCE. (I'll go see if I have it at my house next week.)

Oh yeah and these aren't even all the pics. Maybe atleast ten more random pictures

But yeah...I've decided to not go to the Zoo...Although I kind of need that. I think it's a good idea to save my money right now.

I just realized I didn't call David yet, DAMNIT. Crrrappp. I need to remind myself to do it tomorrow.

Friday, May 8, 2009
This is just lawl and awww. Chris, I don't think you've seen the first episode, right? Well, this is the one where Jay was punished with a stocking. They're playing a word game where they have to say a three letter word or something like that. OMG, being born American you know he's not used to that kind of stuff and probably feels SO angry because he had to endure it.



I'm gonna get to scanning those old pics and I'll upload them later. LOL remember when all you had were your thick glasses chris???!!! Blindy McBlindy!

I hope we've all grown to look different XD. I honestly think that I looked horrible in these pics.

If anyone can find me a Jaebum Layout or knows a good site for Korean celebs layout can you give me the site? Yup, I'm not infatuated. (Norean<--that's a word! You learn things when you mistype.)

I'm gonna go running in about 40 minutes. Ewww.

Friday, May 8, 2009
LOL What's wrong with me? Technically this is like the fourth post today! Well, the first one doesn't count because it was at midnight.

I've been reading REALLY old posts, like from 2004 (not just mine). WOW! I was a little spastic shitter wasn't I? If I were to meet myself back in the day I'd want to slap myself upside the head. Well, I was an ok kid in eighth and freshman year.

It's fun and depressing to read them. I'm glad that I have records of those years of all those fun and bad times. Damn, but high school was butt full of emotional conflicts. I know feel bad for new coming high schoolers and my sister.

Reminds me (don't know how...(ⁿ.o)), I really need to print all those freakin pictures out one day within this year and start up my scrap book. Hmm, I wonder if ryna still has the one for eighth grade?

Friday, May 8, 2009
Tehehe, doing my homework in spurts.

Wooo 2PM won the M!Countdown. Whatever that is. But they looked pretty happy while receiving the award sooo YAY! And here's a picture:

Credit @ Let's all eat candy



And a extra pic to further emphasize my favorite member (Jay). Woo Young is the second then Taecyeon. Then Nickhun. XD.

I have to present a debate with my group about Universal Heatlh Care versus Freemarket Health care. UGH. Both just sounds like horrible alternatives how am I going to defend Free market? The world needs a fricken different health care system in general. Why is there only a one-or-the-other choices all the time relating to politics, economics, and other blahs stuff?

I was supposed to go to the Zoo this weekend with Johnny but he's not able to go. I'm kind of mad that he's not able..not because of his work or anything but because of his horrible time management. He's horrible at balancing school work in the first place and to add to that, working from 4/8 to midnight. Horrible combination. Now I might not be going to the zoo. I mean, goodness who goes to the zoo by themselves?! Plus the fact that it cost money and I have 30 dollars in my checking left. Need that for god knows what else I'm running out of. Shampoo, toothpaste, q-tip, and definitely toilet paper. I've yet to buy the food that I need..but whatever I have the unhealthy food that I've collected that will last me the month.

BTW, if you guys managed to read this before AB, you're gonna have to provide for your own food XD. Sorries but the only think I have is water and that's free. ANNND David and his girl is staying with us also. Sorry if that's an inconvenient but I couldn't say no...kind of rude X[. I know the fact that they only called was just to ask for that. Kind of sad actually. I mean, Kevin called in for David. I'm not mad or anything it's just whatever now. I'm kind of hoping that they find an alternative or whatever. But tell me what you guys think about it and we'll see what we can do about this.

Friday, May 8, 2009
I'm getting into the mood of summer byyyy spamming my own blog like I have NO HOMEWORK or OTHER SHITS to do.

So I re-tried registering in Calc class and guess what joyous news I got? I got in =[. Mannnn. Grr. I really don't want to have class everyday! (I need to stop and control my urge to caps, I really don't know when to caps anyways so why do I do it?) I've yet to have a full week of classes so yeah.. I don't know how it's like and I really don't want to know. NOPE I don't think I want this. LOL I just convinced myself out of it. Instead, what I'll have is two full days of 10, 10, counting 10 hours of school time. But should I? I DON'T KNOW! Ahhh! Lisa just suck it up!

LOL what am I doing here? I need to be doing homework...whatever it is that I have. Honestly it's all just extra credit and exams at this point. Do not. Want to. Doooooo.

Friday, May 8, 2009
Gah, I'm so fuckin short-tempered that I honestly don't know what to do with myself sometimes. And then with my short temper I just bottle it all in never saying what I want and should say for the sake of my own sanity. Most of the time I don't even know why I'm mad so while I in a temper I can't shout out or express it because I don't know what the fuck I'm mad about. That or I just need to sort it out. But then the time it takes for me to do that I just never get around to saying anything about it.

Sleep.

Thursday, May 7, 2009
Well, I finally got around to updating this page. I haven't written in this for almost two months. Kind of hard to keep this up when I also write in Nevermore.

Even then it's getting hard to write in there since we have one friend who's completely DEAD silence. It's been on my nerve since Okie but it's more aggravating when she completely ignores the rest of us when we write to her. I am tired of her and her situation but I won't say that to her because...well I been on the receiving end of that sentence and let me say that it's a really devastating statement to hear from a friend.

With Ryna giving me and Chris the answer of her not moving with us at ALL even though she said that she'll "transfer when UMB offers an internship like UML." Made me think of how ALONE I am in school. Maybe getting Ryna to come to UMB was just a selfish anticipation of having someone to be in contact with on campus. My school is holding a lot of events for the 09' graduations and I've got no one to go with to enjoy it with. It's saddening to want to go join the event but not be able to go because you're alone. I guess in my own way I was depending on Ryna to be there for me >.<. Thinking about it, I was VERY excited at the prospect of having Ryna at UMB with me. I'd always expressed my joy to Johnny at finally having someone to hangout with at school. Ugh, lol I'm so weak. I don't know how Johnny deals with this because ALL of his friends are in Lowell.

Well, there's no need for me to linger on that anymore. I have to want to make friends to get friends right? Plus I'll have Chris living with me and Johnny who comes every weekend to visit ^-^. Then Sam who joins us every so often when we make the time to do so. I could do this for another three years because I'll get to live with Chris and not strangers. I know I can make friends, because I have but with me anticipating Ryna coming I didn't make the effort to hangout with them. That's my fault x[. Damn. I'm starting to see more familiar faces and it makes me smile to run into them because my campus is sooo small. LOL I think that's one reason I like about UMB. Even when you don't have classes with them.

What a SAD page. Anyways, Soukea called me and of course he knows nothing about Ryna's situation. Apparently, even in Okie Ryna was doing the same thing. Soukea was the one who pushed Ryna to do better so that she can go back to Lowell. Also the elders over there believes that Ryna's going to return anyways because she wasn't doing much in Okie during her stay. Soukea thought that if she went back to Lowell that she'll be motivate to do something with herself and do better. NOT.

I need to talk to her so that she can tell me HERSELF that she had a hearing to stay in school. That YES she skipped school for a whole week.